About

I've spent the past twelve years learning and understanding the power of psychedelics. Not from lectures and books. In the thick of exploration. I’ve experienced Heaven and Hell though different combinations of journeys, and I'm grateful for every single one of them.

For most of my life before I discovered plant medicine, I was chasing something. I couldn’t even tell you what it was if I tried. But I was susceptible to outside influence: people I trusted, societal pressures, political camps to name a few. I saw the world as it was shown to me rather than as it actually is. I conformed out of fear, and stopped listening to myself. I held other people's expectations of me above my own calling.

The medicine didn't fix any of that overnight. But over time, and with immense respect for what it offers, the lens began to widen. I started seeing a fuller picture. I stopped feeling afraid of what I
might find if I looked too closely, and began going deep until I found myself under the piled debris. I understood that even though things happen to me, they never get to determine who I am.

My struggle is and has always been that while I’m able to comprehend ideas and concepts as they’re explained to me, it’s not until I truly feel something that I fully understand it. It has to form from inside my bone marrow. Only then is it written into my DNA and a new me is formed.

That's what this work did for me. That's why I do it with others.

The truth is, I'm not the only person doing this work, and I'm genuinely not for everyone. The way I see things can be jarring, uncomfortable, or even threatening to some. I can be challenging, direct and periodically confrontational. But I will always meet you with complete respect and a recognition of your strength, resilience and intelligence, even when you can’t feel it yourself. The same way I couldn’t.

If any of this resonates, we will do some great work together.